Belief and Unbelief
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There
is a widespread belief among Subud members that it is not necessary to believe
anything to be in Subud. And that seems to be true, at least in the sense that
no belief is actually required for membership. At the time when I was opened
(longer ago than I care to recall), one could join Subud simply by talking to
some helpers and expressing a wish to be opened, waiting for three months while perhaps having further talks with the
helpers, and then coming on the appointed day to be opened. Later we were told
that there should be a declaration of belief before the opening: the applicant
was supposed to say, ‘I believe in the One Almighty God and wish to worship
only God,’ and then the opening could proceed. But it was made clear that if
the applicant felt unable to make that declaration, the opening could proceed
anyway. The declaration was a desideratum rather than a requirement.
There
is also a widespread belief that belief is a Good Thing. Believing in God
is assumed to be better than not
believing in Him. People who do not believe in God are welcome in Subud partly
because the experience of the latihan is expected to give them the evidence
they need in order to believe. So although unbelievers are accepted in Subud,
it is with a certain air of condescension or even pity. The believers feel it
is not really the fault of these people that they cannot believe; this is an
age when the lower forces are powerful and belief is very difficult. But even
though unbelievers and so presumably materialistic, they have felt drawn to
something higher, and with the latihan they have a chance of being cured of
their unbelief.
The
unbelievers tend to see it all rather differently. They do not regard their
lack of belief as a disability; in fact they are likely to consider themselves
more enlightened, or at least more thoughtful, than the believers. They see no
evidence sufficient to justify a belief in God, and without such evidence they
find it hard to distinguish between belief in God and superstition. Nor do they
particularly want to believe in God. For they feel that belief in God can too
easily be used (as we all know) to justify the most appalling atrocities, and
though they will admit, if sometimes grudgingly, that belief in God is also
associated with some of the highest moral ideals that humanity has achieved,
they deny that morality and ethics are in any essential way dependent on belief
in God. In fact they are likely to object to the belief in God, at least as
generally represented in the Abrahamic religions, precisely on moral grounds.
How can they respect a God who may choose to intervene to save his creatures
from suffering and death if they pray to Him, but then again may not; who will
give victory in battle to those who pray to Him, but then again may not; who is
all-powerful and merciful and yet will let His creatures, human and animal,
believer and unbeliever alike, suffer all the terrible agonies that can result
from injury and disease for hours, days, weeks and years?
And
then there is the question of Heaven and Hell. The promise of Heaven is
attractive (so long as it does not involve too many clouds and harps), but if
we are kind to our fellow human beings merely in order to get to Heaven, what
sort of kindness is that? What might have been a genuine moral impulse becomes
something selfish, a calculated strategy for the acquisition of eternal
beatitude. The prospect of Hell, if believed in, is truly terrifying. But
again, if what we do for our neighbour is motivated solely by our desire to
avoid punishment after death, what kindness is there in that? And what are we
to think (they will say) of a God who will punish any of a considerable variety
of sins by subjecting the sinner who dies unrepentant to tortures in Hell that
are worse than anything we can imagine, and not merely for a long time, but for
all eternity? If crimes deserve punishment, is there any crime, however
terrible, that would deserve a punishment like that? Could such a punishment be
just? They will see a God who would inflict such a punishment for any reason at
all not as just, but rather as infinitely vengeful. And then there is the
Christian doctrine of original sin. What are we to think of a God who has
ordained that infants who die unbaptized, even though they are entirely
innocent except for the sin of our remotest ancestor, are at best relegated to
limbo and at worst condemned to eternal suffering in Hell? Would such a God be
deserving of our worship?
What I
have briefly outlined here are problems that theologians in the Abrahamic religions,
men of great intelligence, good will and sincerity, have struggled with for
centuries. Some of the believers among us will likewise have struggled with
them; some may have simply accepted them as a mystery beyond human
comprehension; and some may never have thought about them. But some will not
recognize in what I have said here anything at all of the God they believe in.
Some of them long ago rejected the orthodox conception of God that they were
brought up with; others come from a less orthodox tradition or perhaps from no
tradition at all, and such a conception never formed part of their religious
awareness in the first place. Often, I think, whatever conception of God they
have is quite indefinite, and may amount to little more than a vague notion of
an infinite and benevolent Being whose presence is manifested in the world and
especially in the latihan. But it is hardly surprising that the unbelievers,
whenever they hear the words ‘Almighty God’, tend rather to think of a
supremely vengeful God who above all is to be feared.
The
unbelievers are no less diverse in their beliefs than the believers. I think it
unlikely that any of them are materialists in the strict sense, though there
may be a few; even these may regard the latihan as a purely physical process
and still believe it to be a profoundly beneficial exercise, physically,
mentally and morally. There are probably some who are unwilling to believe
anything for which there is not reasonably good scientific evidence, but who
would not rule out the possibility that there are important realms of
experience still awaiting systematic investigation. There are likely to be
some, I think, who believe that nothing is supernatural, but who are quite
open-minded about what might exist within the natural world; they may feel that
their experience justifies a belief in spiritual realities, but would regard
such realities as essentially natural. And there are some for whom the whole
notion of belief is suspect, at least if belief is taken to involve a commitment
to the truth of something that we do not, and perhaps cannot, actually know.
In
fact we are all believers and all unbelievers, in the sense that we all believe
in some things and not in others. There may be believers who believe in God,
but a God who is manifested as many gods, or believers who believe in a God Who
is not a person at all, but something like the spiritual essence of the
universe. There may be unbelievers who do not believe in a creator God, but who
believe in a universal principle of enlightenment and compassion, or
unbelievers who believe in a creative and benevolent power pervading the
universe, but do not think of it as God. Even the sceptics believe that truth
is an ultimate (perhaps even a sacred) value and are unwilling to accept any
belief, and especially one that claims to represent some kind of ultimate
truth, as a substitute for it.
We all
have our beliefs then, not only in God, or Nirvana, or the Dao (Tao), or
Vishnu, or Brahman, but also in such things as evolution, special creation,
global warming, the imminence of an ice age, human rights, human obligations,
the sanctity of life, the certainty of death, the regularity of the seasons,
and (not least) the value of the latihan. But we recognize that beliefs may be
sound or unsound, well founded or superstitious. Not all beliefs, we believe,
are of equal value. And if they are not of equal value, then of any two
conflicting beliefs one is likely to be better than the other. If one person
believes that the Earth is spherical and another believes it is flat, it seems
clear that the first belief is sounder, and in fact better, than the second.
But what about belief in God, or belief in Nirvana? If someone believes in God
but not in Nirvana, and someone else believes in Nirvana but not in
God, it is natural to assume that in this case also one of the beliefs will be
superior to the other. And to most Jews, Christians and Muslims it will in fact
seem obvious that the first belief is superior to the second, and to most
Theravada Buddhists it will seem no less obvious that the second belief is
superior to the first. Now in the case of the Earth, the evidence seems
overwhelmingly to support the belief that it is spherical rather than flat. But
what is the evidence in the second case? Why should we believe that God is
real, or that Nirvana is real?
Some
might claim that their belief is not a matter of evidence, but of faith. But
most, I think, would argue that their belief is based on evidence, though not
necessarily the kind of evidence used in the physical sciences. And in fact it
is hard to see why one would believe in God, Nirvana or anything else without
some kind of reason for the belief. We do not believe things at random. Some
might say that their belief is not based on any interpretation of evidence,
which can only be imperfect and fallible, but on their faith in the authority
of the Torah, the Gospels, the Koran or the Tripitaka; they accept the reality
of God or Nirvana on the strength of what was said by the prophets or the Buddha.
Yet these authoritative books are in fact evidence of what is supposed to have
been said by people divinely inspired or supremely enlightened, and the sayings
in them are then accepted as truths beyond the power of ordinary human
intellects to attain. But why are these books accepted as authorities? That too
must be on the basis of some kind of evidence; we do not grant authority to
books at random.
That
evidence may be as weak as the mere fact that our parents and grandparents
accepted the books as true revelation, or as strong as whatever has been
established with relative certainty through careful analysis of the books and
their history. Or the evidence may rather be personal experience which can be
interpreted as confirmation of what is taught in the books. But it will still
be our own judgement, on the basis of whatever evidence we accept, that the
books are authoritative and that what they assert should be believed.
Authorities do not replace our own judgement except in the sense that once
accepted they become evidence on which we base further beliefs. And in no case
is the evidence conclusive. At best, we can judge that there is a high
probability that a particular book is authoritative, and a high probability is
all we need to justify our belief. But it cannot justify an absolute and
unquestioning belief.
Many
Subud members are likely to believe that their belief in God or some other
transcendent reality is based not on books or teachings, but directly on their
own personal experience. This may be experience outside of the latihan (often
before the member joined Subud), or experience during the latihan, whether in
regular latihan, in spontaneous latihan, or in testing. Such experience is
often profoundly impressive, and can bring with it a strong conviction that
something higher and purer than the ordinary world is shining through, as it
were, into our awareness. How we interpret such an experience, and perhaps even
the form it takes, will naturally be influenced by whatever beliefs we already
hold or are familiar with. If we are familiar with belief in God, we are likely
to relate it to God; if we are Buddhists, to Nirvana, or to the Buddha-nature;
if we are Daoists, to the Way of Heaven. The experience will then seem to be
the basis for the belief. And in a sense it will be: the experience itself is
real and important, and it can indeed be understood in terms of any one of
those beliefs. But no matter how natural and obvious such an interpretation may
seem, there is nothing inevitable about it; someone else with what is
essentially the same experience may see it only as evidence of a significant
alteration in consciousness, to be understood purely in terms of one’s own
inner development. In every case we have to decide in recollection how to
interpret the experience, and even when it seems to include its own
interpretation, we still have to decide whether to accept and how to regard
that interpretation.
But
sometimes belief is based not on evidence in any ordinary sense, but on the
feeling we get when affirming a particular possibility as certain, or some idea
as true. The risk with this kind of belief is obvious: we may feel much better
if we can believe that there is a safe way to get rich quick, or that under a
tree is a good place to stand in a thunderstorm, or that our testing is
infallible; yet the consequences of these beliefs are liable to be at the very
least unfortunate. There are others, however, which are apparently benign.
Consider, for example, the belief that someone can be rescued when rescue seems
out of the question, or that someone is alive who has been given up for dead.
At worst, the belief gives the believer courage and a sense of purpose, and
occasionally the person is in fact rescued, or is found alive. A belief
maintained because to be without it seems unbearable may thus be beneficial in
any case, and in some cases can make the difference between life and death.
All
these examples of belief are also examples of unbelief, since to believe one
thing is not to believe its opposite. To believe that someone is still alive is
to disbelieve in that person’s death. A team playing at a disadvantage will
still try to believe that it can win, or even that it is certain to win; but
that is equivalent to not believing in the possibility of defeat. If it can
feel good to believe in some things, it can feel good not to believe in others.
Moreover, the same belief can feel good to some people and bad to others. Many
people feel better if they can believe that there is some kind of life after death;
some feel better if they do not believe that. The feelings that accompany a
belief are not in themselves a criterion for its soundness.
And
even when the belief or disbelief in question has a beneficial effect, making
us more confident, more enthusiastic, more determined, allaying our fears and
filling us with hope, to choose that belief or disbelief purely for the sake of
the feelings that accompany it must surely indicate a rather casual attitude to
truth. How can we choose to believe or disbelieve simply according to what
suits us? It seems a little strange that we can choose to believe or disbelieve
at all: why would belief or disbelief not arise spontaneously on the basis of
what we know and understand? Certainly we can in fact choose to believe this
and not to believe that, with little or no regard for what might actually be
the truth of the matter; but in doing so we seem to be moving in the direction
of self-delusion. I believe that the concern for truth is naturally rather
tenuous in most of us, and we need to protect and foster it as much as we can.
But
there is one kind of feeling that can accompany a belief which is not
irrelevant to its soundness. That is the feeling of rightness, a pleasant,
satisfying kind of feeling which is something like a feeling of wholeness or
health. This is the feeling we have when a problem has been solved, or a
pattern perceived, and it sometimes arises when we have realized something
intuitively, without any explicit process of thought. Conversely, a feeling of wrongness,
a kind of vague cognitive discomfort, can indicate an unrecognized gap or flaw
in our understanding; it was just such a
vague uneasiness that led me to review the evidence in a book that I was
working on (on early Buddhist thought) and then to abandon the quite plausible
interpretation I had arrived at. But in every case the feeling of rightness or
wrongness has to be investigated rationally if at all possible, for something
may feel right and still be wrong, or feel wrong and still be right.
This
feeling of rightness is closely related, I believe, to the sense of wholeness
that we can experience when we listen to music or contemplate a work of art or
a poem. To perceive harmonies in sounds, in forms and colours, or in words and
images seems to create within us a corresponding harmony of feeling and
awareness, and this we intuitively recognize as something both pleasant and
beneficial. But the harmonies that we perceive in music, paintings and so on
are harmonies not only of sounds and forms, but also of meaning: at their best,
music and the other arts are full of significance, and as we experience them,
we feel that we are seeing more and more deeply into reality. Religious rituals
and myths can likewise be both harmonious and charged with meaning, offering us
healing and revelation.
But in
what sense can we be said to believe in a work of art? Not in the sense that we
would accept any information it gives us as factually correct; even if it seems
to give information, the information is important not for its correctness, but
for the way it functions in the world created by the work of art. A figurative
painting may distort or otherwise misrepresent its subject; a novel may,
factually speaking, be a pack of lies. Yet each may be thoroughly believable,
but in its own terms, as a painting or a novel, not as a factual representation
or account. We believe in them, it seems to me, by accepting them, entering
into them, giving ourselves to them, and we can do that only to the extent that
they ring true for us. For there is a kind of truth that we look for in a work
of art, a truth not consisting of facts and generalizations, but of something
deeper and more elusive. Where the work of art seems to illuminate our own
nature and the nature of the world around us, we accept it and believe in it.
But where the work of art fails to ring true, we find it unbelievable.
Religious
ceremonies, narratives and doctrines are to a large extent like works of art
and can be believed in when they deepen our awareness of life and meaning in
the world. But if we are to experience that deepening of awareness, we have to
be open to the experience in the first place. We have to begin not with belief,
certainly, but with a willingness to believe, or more accurately, in a state
that is simply receptive, free of both belief and disbelief. But religion also
differs from art in that religious doctrines typically include injunctions
which the religion’s adherents are supposed to follow, and also what purport to
be statements of fact. Art of course may be didactic, but we generally
recognize that the artistic value of a work does not depend on what it may
teach or how well it teaches it; our own nature and the world’s may be
illuminated by a work whose teaching we reject. But a religion is something to
be accepted and practised. To believe fully in a religion, then, would involve
not only a deepening of awareness, but also the belief that its injunctions are
sound and deserve to be followed, and that its statements are true.
Belief
based on a deepening of awareness will be well founded if the teachings and
rituals of the religion actually contribute to a deepening of awareness.
Although we recognize that what has that effect for one person may not for
another, we are unlikely to question whether a person for whom it seems to be
effective has really experienced a deepening of awareness. No doubt here as
elsewhere error is possible; the insight might be less than one imagines. But although the quality of the insight is
open to question, it is hard to see how a belief of this kind could be entirely
mistaken. Belief in a religion in this sense seems to require no justification
beyond a person’s own experience of meaning. But the injunctions and statements
of fact that typically form part of a religion are another matter. Injunctions
can work well or badly, and may either support or conflict with our highest
principles; to accept them without examination would seem irresponsible. And
statements of fact, no matter what authority is claimed for them, surely ought
to be investigated if at all possible; if a religion makes historical claims
about the life of its founder, for example, these claims deserve to be
considered critically. The more important the statement, the higher should be
our standards in trying to assess its truth.
The
adherents of a religion will often not feel obliged to believe in every detail
of its teaching. They may believe deeply in the religion as something that
illuminates and enhances their lives and yet reject some of its injunctions and
disbelieve some or many of its statements. They are likely to feel that some
aspects of the religion are essential, while others may have been appropriate
for some time in the past but are no longer suitable in the world we live in.
So believers in a religion tend (quite properly, I believe) to be selective in
their belief. Moreover, the apparent statements of fact can often be
interpreted as metaphorical, and in that way they can still be accepted even
without a belief in their literal truth. The tradition of interpreting
apparently factual accounts in scripture as parables conveying spiritual truths
is in fact a very ancient one.
We
believe in a work of art, then, if it rings true, that is, if it seems to
illuminate our own nature and the nature of the world. Some works offer more
illumination than others, and to that extent may be considered finer works; but
a work of art that is quite limited may still be thoroughly believable. The
idea that one could somehow choose one painting, one piece of music, or one
novel or poem, and regard that alone as believable, dismissing all the rest as
false art or as not really art at all, would seem utterly absurd. Yet it is not
unusual for the believers in a religion to claim that theirs alone is the true
religion. And even if they acknowledge that all religions may in some sense be
true, they are still likely to feel that their own religion is truer, more
worthy of belief.
But if
they believe that their own religion is superior to all the others, what is
their belief based on? Are they claiming that their religion is more
illuminating and more conducive to harmony and peace than any other. But what
is the evidence for that? Do they speak from experience? Have they themselves
practised all of the religions in question? And even if they have (which seems
very unlikely), how long did they practise them and how deeply did they enter
into them? To evaluate something as rich and complex as a whole religion would
surely require more than a casual acquaintance with it. Perhaps they have read
about them. If so, what have they read? Much of the popular literature on
religion is inevitably superficial, and to read the specialist literature is
usually difficult and time-consuming. And would we expect to be able to evaluate
a work of art simply by reading about it, without any direct experience of the
work itself? Perhaps they have read translations of some of the sacred texts.
That certainly would bring them closer to the religions themselves; but texts
are not by any means the whole of a religion, and any translation of them will
necessarily be imperfect and potentially misleading. Though immensely valuable,
the texts have to be understood in the light of both traditional commentary and
modern scholarly inquiry. Perhaps people of authority within their own religion
have told them that those other religions are inferior. But on what do those
people base their opinion? On the opinion of others before them? Or do they
claim to have some special insight into the spiritual deficiencies of the other
religions? But why should any such claim be accepted, particularly if it is
associated with a general ignorance of the religions in question? And in all
the religions there seem to be people who feel confident in their ability to discern
the shortcomings or even the dangers of other religions. Why should we accept
such claims from one religion rather than another? Is it because some of these
people are supposed to be infallible, or virtually so? But then where is the
evidence for that?
Nor do
I believe that there is any sound basis for the assumption that belief in one
religion or another is better than belief in none. Certainly there are people
who have been irreligious and have then found wholeness and illumination,
together with a deepening of their moral consciousness, through the practice of
a religion. But there are also people who were initially religious and have
then found in a life outside of religion a spiritual openness and freedom that
was impossible for them within the confines of religious doctrine. Certainly
there are religious people who are truthful and conscientious, compassionate
and fair-minded, in whom we see an embodiment of the highest ideals of their
religion. But there are others who seem to have gained nothing from their
religion but a degree of social respectability and an excuse for self-assertion
and bigotry. Certainly there are irreligious people who are thoroughly
self-centred, greedy and materialistic. But there are others who will have
nothing to do with any religion and who may describe themselves as atheists and
materialists, but whose lives are characterized by a simplicity and purity, a
concern and love for human beings, animals and plants, and a sense of the
profound beauty and sacredness of the world and everything within it, that puts
many of us who are religious to shame.
What
do we know of what anyone believes? People say that they believe in God or do
not believe in God, but what do they actually mean? If they believe in God,
what is it that they believe in? A huge man with a beard sitting on a throne in
the clouds? Almost certainly not. Yet some may believe that God has something
like a human form, since they have learned that God created man in His own
image. But they probably also believe that God is omnipresent, as He could not
be if His existence were confined within the limits of a human form. God’s
human form, then, must be simply a form in which we can picture Him, not God
Himself. And in fact every conception we have of God and every experience of
God necessarily falls short of the infinite Reality. To identify a concept, a
name or even a vision with God Himself surely amounts to a kind of idolatry. So
the believers may believe in God according to one concept or another, as a
Person, as a Trinity of Persons, as a Creator, as infinite Love, as the Being
seen in a vision, as the Being whose presence they can feel in themselves and
in the world around them, or as the source of the latihan; but in every case,
unless they have been trapped by the concept, they recognize that what they
believe in is beyond their knowledge and understanding.
And if
they do not believe in God, what is it that they do not believe in? They do not
believe in God as defined by any of the concepts or doctrines by which
believers define Him. Nor are they willing to speak of anything beyond such
definitions as God. Yet they may have the same or virtually the same
experiences as the believers: they may feel a deep and timeless reality in the
world around them, or a vast wisdom working mysteriously in their lives, or an
infinite benevolence radiating down upon them, or the presence in a dream or
vision of a person of transcendent power and goodness; but they will not relate
any of these experiences to God. Perhaps they consider any conception of God
too limited and too compromised by doctrines they find unacceptable; they may
feel that the reality they have glimpsed is utterly beyond any such
conceptions. Or perhaps it is simply that they have a lively sense of the
limitations of human understanding, and so will not presume to judge the
ultimate significance of their experiences. There is a humility that can arise
from our acute awareness of the mysteriousness of the universe and our own
being.
Nowhere
in all this can I see any justification for either absolute belief or absolute
disbelief. I believe there can be real justification for believing in a
religion, if we find it effective in illuminating our lives and its injunctions
sound and its factual statements true or likely to be true. And there can also
be real justification for not believing in a religion, if we find that it fails
to illuminate our lives and that its injunctions are unsound and its factual
statements implausible or actually false. But belief or disbelief of this kind
is personal and to some extent subject to revision. If we gain harmony and
insight through the practice of a particular religion, the benefit that we
receive is surely undeniable. But we cannot assume that anyone else who
practised it would necessarily receive the same benefit; human beings and
religions are immensely complicated, and a religion that works well for one
person may work less well for another. Injunctions that appear sound may with
the accumulation of experience and reflection come to seem less sound, and
injunctions that appeared unsound may eventually reveal unsuspected strengths.
And factual statements that initially seemed plausible may with further inquiry
appear unlikely to be true, while factual statements that seemed utterly
implausible may turn out to be true after all. Belief or disbelief in a
religion, if justifiable, cannot be blind and unquestioning; as in other
spheres, belief and disbelief both need to be accompanied and refined by doubt.
Doubt,
I believe, is the recognition of uncertainty, of the possibility that we might
be wrong. Knowledge in the strict sense of the term is certain knowledge; if we
claim that we know something, we are claiming that what we know is actually the
case: not that it might be so, or that it is probably so, but that it is so.
And if it turns out that it is not the case, we say that we thought we knew,
but in fact did not. But if we say that we believe something, we make no claim
to certainty; we state an opinion, one that we may hold confidently, but still
an opinion; not knowledge. We may of course feel certain in our beliefs, but
they are still beliefs, and the strength of our confidence in them is no
guarantee of their rightness. It may be comforting to regard some of our
beliefs as certain knowledge, but they remain beliefs, and our comfort is
bought at the expense of honesty. We need doubt to keep our beliefs and
disbeliefs honest.
There
is actually very little that we can know with certainty. That may be a worrying
thought, at least for some of us; yet we seem to do quite well with our beliefs
and disbeliefs, which often seem to be well founded and reliable. And nowhere
is there less certainty, I believe, than in the question of ultimate reality,
not about whether there is such a thing (though even that is surely open to
discussion), but about its nature. Whether we call it God or Brahman or the
Dharmakaya or the Dao or the Highest Reality, we think of it as something
utterly beyond human comprehension. Yet for all its remoteness from our
understanding, we feel that it concerns us intimately, and we seek through
religion and also by other means to come closer to it, as it were, and to enter
into a deeper relationship with it. All of the great religions offer viable
approaches to it; their apparently conflicting teachings can be understood as
so many different ways of indicating through suggestive metaphors and
approximations something of a reality that is essentially beyond our knowing.
Their various doctrines are best taken, I believe, not as final pronouncements,
but rather as starting points for a process of deepening insight into a supreme
mystery that pervades every aspect of our existence.
Spiritual
teachings and guidance, whether within the context of a particular religion or
not, can likewise be understood as approaches. (This is the literal meaning of
the Buddhist term ‘upaya’.) None of them can be equivalent to any kind of ultimate truth, yet
all of them have value, more or less according to the nature and needs of the
particular person they serve. We believe in them to the extent that we find
them illuminating or otherwise helpful; we disbelieve in them to the extent
that we do not. But we recognize that here too what is illuminating for one
person may not be for another; what helps one may be a hindrance to another.
And we recognize too that what is not helpful now may turn out to be helpful in
the future. Since we are all somewhat different, our belief and disbelief, even
if well founded, can only be personal. In a world of inexhaustible richness and
complexity, there is a need for many approaches.
The
tolerance and flexibility which result from this kind of circumstantial and
qualified belief, through which we can acknowledge the value of all religions
and spiritual teachings as so many different approaches to a reality which is
ultimately beyond our knowledge and comprehension, seems to me to be very much
in the spirit of the latihan. As Bapak suggested, and as I believe many of us
in Subud have found, the latihan seems to make it easier for us to feel the
presence of that reality in every religious or spiritual tradition, even in
those that outwardly seem quite alien to us. I believe that just as the latihan
can awaken in us a consciousness of a
kinship with all other human beings, through which we feel at one with them
even while recognizing their uniqueness and fundamental difference from
ourselves, so it can also awaken in us a consciousness of a kinship with other
religious and spiritual traditions, through which we recognize in them, even
when their approaches are not ones that we can personally accept, that same
reality that we seek and celebrate through our own tradition. Even sceptics,
who seem superficially at odds with both religion and science (classical
scepticism questions even the fundamental principles of mathematics), can
recognize at the heart of both of these a profound sense of the mystery of
existence, and the latihan may also make it easier for those who are religious
to become aware of the uncompromising honesty and purity that can inspire
radical scepticism.
Like many others, I have a vision of a Subud which acknowledges and honours its historical roots, but which is essentially indefinable as a product of any particular religious or spiritual tradition. I believe that if we can recognize that all of our beliefs, whether well founded or ill founded, are simply beliefs, and that all of the religions and spiritual teachings in which we may or may not believe are no more than approaches to a reality which is ultimately unfathomable, then the culture of Subud, developing in ways which we are not yet able to imagine, may eventually come to be a true expression of the openness, simplicity, freedom and universality of the latihan.